The Reckoning at the Gate — Firebound to the War King

By Kira Deveraux. A free reader bonus.

THE RECKONING AT THE GATE

A Firebound to the War King bonus scene

Venna POV

Ashpeak's gate is smaller than she expected.

Venna has spent a month hearing about this stronghold the way you hear about a rival country, all edges and old grief, and standing at the base of its wall with Castor beside her and the whole Varek party at their backs, she finds it is just stone. Old stone, well kept, warmer than Skarrow Hold's grey. A gate that has been attacked twice and rebuilt twice and still, somehow, looks like it belongs to people who mean to keep living behind it.

"You are stalling," she says.

"I am observing." Castor's voice is even, but she can feel the tension in the hand not quite touching hers, close enough that the bond hums low between them, not sealed tighter by distance, only aware of itself the way it always is now. "There is a difference."

"There is not, and we both know it."

He huffs something that is almost a laugh, and it is that sound, more than anything else in the last month, that tells her how far he has come from the man who met her in a cold hall with a writ he refused to read. Dravon's own honor guard opens the gate before either of them has to decide who knocks first, and Venna understands, watching the Ashpeak Alpha come down the stair to meet them in person rather than sending a captain, that this visit has been weighed as carefully on the other side as it was on theirs.

Dravon is exactly as Castor described him. Iron, softened at the edges by three books of choosing a woman over a war. He meets Castor's eyes for a long moment, the particular silence of two men who once tried to kill each other and have both, since, become someone their younger selves would not entirely recognize.

"Castor."

"Dravon." A beat. "I did not expect you to come down yourself."

"I did not expect to be glad you wrote," Dravon says, plain, no ceremony in it. "Come in. Both of you. My mate has been unbearable since your letter arrived, she has opinions about dragon politics she has been saving for exactly this occasion."

*

Caen finds them in the courtyard an hour later, and Venna feels Castor go very still beside her the moment he sees him, the particular stillness of a man bracing for a blow he has decided he deserves.

Caen does not raise a hand. He does not raise his voice either. He simply stands there, Lyra a half step behind him with her arms crossed and her eyes doing the particular fierce arithmetic of a woman deciding, in real time, whether her husband needs defending or simply needs the room.

"I did not think you would come yourself," Caen says finally.

"I did not think I would be welcome."

"You are not." Caen's voice does not soften, and Venna respects him for it, respects that he does not perform forgiveness he has not actually finished earning his way toward. "But you wrote a letter that saved lives in this stronghold before either of us knew the other had changed, and you broke with the Conclave in front of your whole clan rather than hand over the woman you love, and I have spent three books learning that a man is not only the worst thing he ever did to me." He steps forward, close enough now that the old history between them is a live thing in the courtyard, visible to everyone watching. "You exiled me for refusing an order I could not obey. I am not certain, anymore, that you were entirely wrong to be afraid of what refusing costs a clan. I only know you were wrong about who should have to pay it alone."

"I know." Castor's voice is rough. "I have known it since I watched you become, in exile, everything I spent three years too afraid to become at home. I am not asking you to forgive it today, Caen. I am asking whether there is room, eventually, for two men who both finally stopped waiting for permission."

Caen studies him a long moment, and something in his face eases, not fully, not yet, but enough.

"There is room," he says. "It will take longer than an afternoon. But there is room."

*

That night, in the guest chamber Ashpeak provides them, Venna lies against Castor's chest and listens to the sounds of a stronghold that is not her own beginning, slowly, to feel a little less like enemy ground.

"You did not tell me you were afraid of this," she says.

"I did not know how afraid I was until I was standing at the gate." He tightens his arm around her, the bond steady and warm between them, sealed and settled into something that no longer flares like a live wire but simply holds, the way ground holds. "I have spent so long being the thing people brace against. I did not know what it would feel like to be forgiven for it. Even partially. Even slowly."

"How does it feel."

He is quiet a long moment, and when he answers, his voice carries something she has not heard in it before, not even on the night the bond sealed.

"Like the first honest thing I have earned instead of taken," he says. "Like maybe the war king my father raised was never the only ending available to me."

Venna presses closer, firebound, steady, and outside their window, two strongholds that spent three books as enemies settle, slowly, into something that might, given enough seasons, become an alliance neither of their fathers would have believed possible.

Far to the west, past ranges no map has ever properly charted, something ancient continues to watch, and wait, and count the mated pairs now standing against it, and Venna, drifting toward sleep in the arms of a man she once rode a month to condemn, finds she is not afraid of what it is counting toward.

She has already survived the part of the story where she had nothing to fight it with. Whatever comes next, she will not be facing it alone.